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Damn it....

Tue Apr 22, 2008, 5:59 AM
Creepy. Angst. These two words makes my life. Since I had that dream, everything turned...bloody. When you see your most close friends betraying you, and when you're tortured, insulted, and killed...it stay horrible. I don't know what to do...heh, I'm always complaining. Damn it...I want to change. Not only for others, but for myself too...
But this time, I've lost any hope. That's why I tried to kill myself....
Damn it, damn it all ! Slaughtered by your own original...tch, what a pathetic end. I know I will never escape from that destiny...That's the same dream every night. But I don't wanna die anymore.
Ka-san (:iconxxxrisachanxxx:) told me that I have to understand why I have that dream, but I'm completely lost. Damn it ! It's so scary. (Yeah, when you hear "HELP ME!" screamed by Yuri Lowenthal's voice, it is creepy) Take a look at that, and you will understand what happened to me. Here
Awful, isn't it ? Yeah, poor Satoko...poor me too. Moan whine complain whine whine whine complain. Again. Tch..."Die, replica, die !"
I hope Ka-san will post it soon, but she draw me a pic of "how-I-always-finish-in-that-dream"...Well, I think I'll complaining for now...I don't want to annoy you anymore.

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Again!!!

DON'T SAY THAT!!

Don't say you're going to suicide, It's wrong, yes, the nightmares are creepy but not real, live your life, if you're depressed, just talk with someone you trust, really, don't cry, the smile of a woman have the capacity to make happy other person, so don't cry, give the best oyou can, and if you feel bad again, call me, as a friend who wants help you, kisses for such a beautiful woman :blowkiss:

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Visit me plz!!

I have cookies, if you want, visit my gallery. :heart:

<(o3o)> FISHY FTW!!!
Beli...please don't say that you'd kill yourself.

Just think of those who love you and would be devastated should you do such a thing.

I know it's extremely, extremely hard sometimes, but you're not alone. You've got friends willing to support you and talk to you, so take advantage of that.

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You're gonna melt all the ice in my head...
We may haven't really have talked much you're my friend and I care about you, I wouldn't want anything to happen to you.

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Time is a major factor in your destiny and fate. When you decide to do something and how you use your time will affect your success or downfall.
Use time to your advantage or it will be your destruction.
Never think of killing yourself. I've told you so many times. I seriously don't know what to tell you....I only hope you feel better soon. Cheer up now :hug:

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Große Wünsche sind Still,
bis sie endlich jemand weckt.
Und der Freund den ich will
hat sich in meinem Wunsch versteckt.
Here is a poem I wrote just for you

~Please Don't Go

You're just as important to us as any other friend
You don't need to go and make you life meet it's end
We will be here for you as much as you need
Please don't go and let yourself bleed
You'll always be here in our hearts
Please don't go, please don't depart

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Time is a major factor in your destiny and fate. When you decide to do something and how you use your time will affect your success or downfall.
Use time to your advantage or it will be your destruction.
Yeah...I'm sorry. I know I'm annoying sometimes, but I will change. And I will keep my promise ! Thank you all. I will not give up.

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If I move, if I move, everything will break, everything will break. If I'm sad, if I'm sad, will my heart be able to turn white? I still know nothing about you, about me, about anything. If I can open my heavy eyelids, if I break everything, turn black!!
^^ I'm glad. I would like to become better friends with you, I'm sure you're a great person, and if you don't think so I'm sure you'll become one. If you ever need someone to talk to I'll be here.

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Time is a major factor in your destiny and fate. When you decide to do something and how you use your time will affect your success or downfall.
Use time to your advantage or it will be your destruction.
...

Je suis si triste de voir une chose pareille, si triste.
Comment peut-on en arriver là alors qu'on est si jeune. Quelle peut donc être ta vie pour essayer d'y mettre un terme?
Je pensais sincèrement que ce que j'avais lu et cru deviner sur KoT n'était qu'un effet de mon imagination et que cela ne pouvait être. Je me suis dit "bon ce n'était pas vrai, elle a bien rigolé en lisant ton message et ce demandant où j'allais cherché tout ça"

Et bien non
Je me suis trompée.
Lourdement même.

J'espère sincèrement que tu vas arriver à remonter la pente, parce que je pense qu'il y a encore de choses magnifiques à vivre dans cette vie.
Je sais que parfois on n'arrive pas à se sortir seul de situations problématiques, mais cherche autour de toi: quelqu'un te tendra la main j'en suis persuadée!
Comment pourrait-il en être autrement? Tu es une personne formidable, il ne faut pas que tu en doutes.(et celui qui t'aura mis le contraire dans la tête est un gros con!)

J'espère que ces mots ne seront pas que du vent pour toi.
Si jamais tu as besoin d'en parler, n'hésite pas.

Je t'embrasse bien fort miss
Merci beaucoup Naikkoh. Bon sang, je suis bête, je sais pas quoi dire d'autre à part "merci"...

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If I move, if I move, everything will break, everything will break. If I'm sad, if I'm sad, will my heart be able to turn white? I still know nothing about you, about me, about anything. If I can open my heavy eyelids, if I break everything, turn black!!

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